Monday, March 29, 2021

George Floyd... spy shit.

 

Today in Minnesota, as R. Sharpton said, this cop is not on trial, this entire country is on trial. The police are protected by the entire criminal justice system.

Blacks and whites have finally come together to fight for Justice, which has no color... I believe racism is a white problem, that will be solved by educating whites, which has shown to work with the young, who primarily lead these movements.

The time has come for the thing blue line to quit protecting racists, if they expect to keep their jobs. . . and for this murderer to be brought to justice... or the voice of the voiceless will rise again, and cities will burn, and cop versus protester's will be played again -- to the delight of the elite who love the distraction.

In the end the police will lose, because voters will demand politicians act. The police causing riots periodically is not the way this is going to come down, okay?

I keep seeing references to the black king, and black God and all this crap. I hope the hell you are not referring to me. I will not be dragged into you're religion, if I am involved in your politics. They are very different to me at this point. I am me. Just me. I choose the side of justice, for all... that does make me affiliated with anyone except the ethical. Period. I do not see how this makes me one or the other.

I certainly feel very white. I value the ethics I gained, primarily from white people, in my small town. I was lucky they were liberal and union, so the idea of collective bargaining, and how nothing else would work against the rich, is instilled me too deep to ever change. I know this is true, and forty years of watching has proven as much. Again and again.

I do not want anyone to think I PRESUME to lead anything or anyone. I think myself and many of you know how precious free-will is, now that you have had it stolen from you. I hope that you understand that was never my intention. I thought my writing was where I communicated, and it is... those who watched/watch the spy cams do not ... I don't understand this at all, really.

I do know that if I am involved then many things must change, and you seem to be doing so. Though if my enemies try to tell you I am racist towards whites or any shit like that, they can forget it... the issue of race and colonialization, slavery, etc... are alive in the USA, as denied as they have been the tendrils of race hate is deeper than white people know. The class war is what is important, this was the lesson of the sixties revolutionaries, shot down as they were this time. I find role models of all colors and religions and intelligence levels and etc... if you cannot, then I pity you.

I AM TIRED of those who think they get a race war, or to terrorize anyone. Unless there is a strategic reason to do something, then don't -- we do not need to make any more statements. They know we are here, and our power grows. The only thing to do with power is direct it toward others who need it in their endeavors, like union organizing, etc.... I feel like if one person gets too much, no matter how ethical they are, a dangerous precedent has been set, that an unethical leader could take advantage of. This is why I insisted over and over on sovereign countries, primarily.

Sunday, March 28, 2021

The HYPNOTIZED AND BRAINWASHED

 I seem to have heard women are still locked up, for things that happened during the last revolution.  The revolution that led the framework for the return of the rights and property and resources to the people;  not the one percent, or any billionaires.  They need to be released.  

None of you who hold her are not hypocrites.  If you expect mercy, then show mercy, allow redemption.  I know many women in particular came to my side, when I did not even know what the fuck side it was... though it shook up and destroyed something evil that was brewing.   Once more, the time has come to start over, peacefully.  Patriots deserve another chance, you know how many died to make there any semblance of fairness for people.   They are in forgotten mass graves.  You put them there.   You led them there.   I was your hypno puppet at the time.  I do not believe I still am.  I have always been very cautious about preserving my free will, to the point of absurd and repulsive at times.  Learning... 'all things grow, all things grow..' as the song sings.

I thank those who go to the great effort of attracting my attention...   I pray we are both working for the good of all people.  I want nothing less, and will accept nothing less.  I will work with even those I disagree with on certain topics, as long as their behavior is not affected.  Allies do not have to agree on everything, just general ethics... but without the golden rule being in there somewhere, we will not be on the same side in the end.   We will vote fairly and allow the people truthful words to base their votes on.  Easily done, but the politicians will never pass it.  Only the people.

I do not know how to approach this topic...   as always I am sorry you went thru this pain, and vow to make our efforts worthy of your sacrifice should this be within my powers.  YOU SHOULD BE SET FREE IMMEDIATLY.   


I know you guys release the worst scum on the earth, you can do the same with people you trapped in a mental spider web;   they are civilians, or not, makes NO DIFFERENCE.  You want the war to end, you release the prisoners... otherwise we will have to activate systems of punishment until this becomes the least of your fucking concerns... AND YOU REMEMBER THAT TIME I GAVE YOU A WAY OUT... and will wish like hell you took it.  For this one, I will burn your houses down ten to one, over the lives you stole.  I will damage property alone, but you ain't gonna like it...  nowhere will be safe to jet set.



 I  swore to fight and die if I have to for these people.  That has never, and will never, change.  KNOW THIS WELL...  I FIGHT for the benefit of all people, even those who think they are my enemy, are not my enemies.  I may be in their minds, but it takes two to tango, and I nothing you can do can more than hurt my feelings, and that is fine.  I would rather have feelings you can hurt, than be a cold ass psycho like my enemies. 


I just want a peaceful release so they can do their thing... and that is none of your business, as long as it is peaceful.  Want me to stop mentioning you as the bad guy, CIA, then let them go.  Give me something if you want my help.  I will always save the president's, even when you lapse in you're position on this matter.  This is my vow to this country, and the armed forces, who I owe blood.  Let my people free...  let us work peacefully unless attacked.   

I hope to get good news on this front.  I DO NOT CARE WHAT THEY DID... REMEMBER THE DAY YOU LISTED WHAT THEY DID AND I KEPT SAYING forgive them....  later I found out much worse was done, and is done of course, al over the world.  First time the states saw the brutal cia in action I guess, and hopefully a lesson was learned by all.   I am done stereotyping spy agencies, because I realize there are good people in that system, too...  I hate how I have reacted to a degree.


I remember the jessica jones thing where she said I said attack my dad, which was the CIA at that point.  Amazing thing, they then made out like the character in purple, me, had somehow started the race war.  I was the one who stopped it.  I did not have anyone killing blacks, and you folks sure as hell did not wake up from your trance UNTIL I STOPPED IT.  I am sorry it took all the blood that it did... though when I saw their plans, it made sense they were racist and presented me that way, because they are and I promoted the blue and a lot of them are.   I promoted the blue because I believe that there are some great people on the force, and plenty of cops I have dealt with in this life, and being white, we have had no problems.  I took this to mean too much.   I underestimated the racism all over, and I do not blame the police for this.  I now understand too much is asked of the cops.  Because of systematic problems, and unscientific policing.

Friday, March 19, 2021

Various Poems on JESUS.

 HUMAN INSTINCT

has lead me as much as spiritual fotitude

athiest's taught me as much as minister's

evolutionists as much as creationaists

... in my wanders toaward

the ever-evolving over-consciousness

the delicate mesh of covenants

we navigate hit and miss

 

soldiers in our garrisions

the cells and gardens 

we drift through

oblivious ghosts

reanacting our deaths for an audeince of none

 

conspiring with our friends

for fame and wealth and delusions of wisdom

talking until the words

take on a life of their own

... then go take lives

 

our orphaned thoughts become bayonets at our backs

their tips gleaming silver 

dripping with our blood

 

when we are weary of the attack

they fill us with pills and propoganda

and dreams of glory and heavenly lies demeaned long ago into blood brown mud

on our black boots

 

the polticians back home are spared

the screams of the dying

the defeaning of the bombs

the blinding blasts

turning friends into stone cold flesh

 

the war profiteers keep their kids

coked up with the jet set

far from the fray

& complain

that they already have enough taxes to pay

while they bitch and whine that we're all fine

 

not that they mean us in their we

YOU BETTER BEWARE, baby

 

before they hypno you back into 

a complacent cow in the pasture


CRIES OF THE CHRIST

lynched in red tape

trapped under heavy fire

in a muddy trench

 

my laugheter seems a long time ago

beard rapidly graying 

spirit hardened by battle and visions

of wars to come

 

I limp into the fray bleeding from a thorny crown

dripping from the wounds of nails and a spear

the secret/secret blonde haired boy

44 years undercover

reavealed as the most 

expected/unexpected 

figure in human history

 

i want to answer the offered prays

retire into a circle of gratious friends

NOT MY FATE

I was born to fight the rebel's fight

Who gets what they want?

Who even really knows what it is?

 

Glimpses of future we must avoid

seem to run out everywhere before me

 

I AM PROGRAMMED TO WIN AT ANY COST

a relentless machine that will not stop

Armaggedon in the flesh

 

injustice always rile me to lightening and fire

I DO NOT BACK DOWN

 

I regroup

assess strengths and weaknessess

and study the latest fires and floods

 

 

the wellspring of spirit feels

like it is going to explode out through my flesh

 

see my skin hardened by the inner heat

cracking and breaking off

as white light bursts from me

 

I AM AN EXPLODING STAR

losing the costume of cover

I have used all these embyrionic years

the lies of God and man have kept me hidden

from even myself

 

Now I Know.

MY FATE IS WRITTEN IN THE HEAVENS!!!

Not in your mind/not in your bullets/not in your words.... only mine.


ON THIS DAY
10 years ago

March 18, 2011 
Shared with Your friends
Friends
let the plants die
starve the animals
kill the whole the fucking planet
laugh at the darker shadows
flitting across the newscasters painted faces
just
keep laughing
because
that's
what
it's
all
about

THE BALLAD OF JOHN THE BOO-FIST

Can't imagine myself moving through crowds of lepers

manifesting the prophecy

that goes along

with this

 

HOMECOMING

 

BAPTISE YOUR OWN NAME

NEED NO ONE

 

become a FOOTNOTE

in a computer buried

in a nuke withstanding mountain in Utah

why not?

 

 

MAYBE u can save the dead

 

as long as you take into account all the other

unweildy tombs SCREAMING in the libraries

the faces in the tv's and computer

that made epic on the silver screen

 

AND THE SACRED GONZO

 

 

 

B proud

to be

acknowledged

BY ALL

as

one

who ponders great questions

 

 

not one who comes up with great answers

WE DON'T NEED ANY MORE GREAT white MEN ANSWERS

for

now

just

learning to listen will take tens of decades

 

 

so we're pretending real

in this pipedream of peace

this toddlertext teetering

uncertainly

through the

infinite jest