Jesus Talks
Monday, March 29, 2021
George Floyd... spy shit.
Sunday, March 28, 2021
The HYPNOTIZED AND BRAINWASHED
I seem to have heard women are still locked up, for things that happened during the last revolution. The revolution that led the framework for the return of the rights and property and resources to the people; not the one percent, or any billionaires. They need to be released.
None of you who hold her are not hypocrites. If you expect mercy, then show mercy, allow redemption. I know many women in particular came to my side, when I did not even know what the fuck side it was... though it shook up and destroyed something evil that was brewing. Once more, the time has come to start over, peacefully. Patriots deserve another chance, you know how many died to make there any semblance of fairness for people. They are in forgotten mass graves. You put them there. You led them there. I was your hypno puppet at the time. I do not believe I still am. I have always been very cautious about preserving my free will, to the point of absurd and repulsive at times. Learning... 'all things grow, all things grow..' as the song sings.
I thank those who go to the great effort of attracting my attention... I pray we are both working for the good of all people. I want nothing less, and will accept nothing less. I will work with even those I disagree with on certain topics, as long as their behavior is not affected. Allies do not have to agree on everything, just general ethics... but without the golden rule being in there somewhere, we will not be on the same side in the end. We will vote fairly and allow the people truthful words to base their votes on. Easily done, but the politicians will never pass it. Only the people.
I do not know how to approach this topic... as always I am sorry you went thru this pain, and vow to make our efforts worthy of your sacrifice should this be within my powers. YOU SHOULD BE SET FREE IMMEDIATLY.
I know you guys release the worst scum on the earth, you can do the same with people you trapped in a mental spider web; they are civilians, or not, makes NO DIFFERENCE. You want the war to end, you release the prisoners... otherwise we will have to activate systems of punishment until this becomes the least of your fucking concerns... AND YOU REMEMBER THAT TIME I GAVE YOU A WAY OUT... and will wish like hell you took it. For this one, I will burn your houses down ten to one, over the lives you stole. I will damage property alone, but you ain't gonna like it... nowhere will be safe to jet set.
I swore to fight and die if I have to for these people. That has never, and will never, change. KNOW THIS WELL... I FIGHT for the benefit of all people, even those who think they are my enemy, are not my enemies. I may be in their minds, but it takes two to tango, and I nothing you can do can more than hurt my feelings, and that is fine. I would rather have feelings you can hurt, than be a cold ass psycho like my enemies.
I just want a peaceful release so they can do their thing... and that is none of your business, as long as it is peaceful. Want me to stop mentioning you as the bad guy, CIA, then let them go. Give me something if you want my help. I will always save the president's, even when you lapse in you're position on this matter. This is my vow to this country, and the armed forces, who I owe blood. Let my people free... let us work peacefully unless attacked.
I hope to get good news on this front. I DO NOT CARE WHAT THEY DID... REMEMBER THE DAY YOU LISTED WHAT THEY DID AND I KEPT SAYING forgive them.... later I found out much worse was done, and is done of course, al over the world. First time the states saw the brutal cia in action I guess, and hopefully a lesson was learned by all. I am done stereotyping spy agencies, because I realize there are good people in that system, too... I hate how I have reacted to a degree.
I remember the jessica jones thing where she said I said attack my dad, which was the CIA at that point. Amazing thing, they then made out like the character in purple, me, had somehow started the race war. I was the one who stopped it. I did not have anyone killing blacks, and you folks sure as hell did not wake up from your trance UNTIL I STOPPED IT. I am sorry it took all the blood that it did... though when I saw their plans, it made sense they were racist and presented me that way, because they are and I promoted the blue and a lot of them are. I promoted the blue because I believe that there are some great people on the force, and plenty of cops I have dealt with in this life, and being white, we have had no problems. I took this to mean too much. I underestimated the racism all over, and I do not blame the police for this. I now understand too much is asked of the cops. Because of systematic problems, and unscientific policing.
Friday, March 19, 2021
Various Poems on JESUS.
HUMAN INSTINCT
has lead me as much as spiritual fotitude
athiest's taught me as much as minister's
evolutionists as much as creationaists
... in my wanders toaward
the ever-evolving over-consciousness
the delicate mesh of covenants
we navigate hit and miss
soldiers in our garrisions
the cells and gardens
we drift through
oblivious ghosts
reanacting our deaths for an audeince of none
conspiring with our friends
for fame and wealth and delusions of wisdom
talking until the words
take on a life of their own
... then go take lives
our orphaned thoughts become bayonets at our backs
their tips gleaming silver
dripping with our blood
when we are weary of the attack
they fill us with pills and propoganda
and dreams of glory and heavenly lies demeaned long ago into blood brown mud
on our black boots
the polticians back home are spared
the screams of the dying
the defeaning of the bombs
the blinding blasts
turning friends into stone cold flesh
the war profiteers keep their kids
coked up with the jet set
far from the fray
& complain
that they already have enough taxes to pay
while they bitch and whine that we're all fine
not that they mean us in their we
YOU BETTER BEWARE, baby
before they hypno you back into
a complacent cow in the pasture
lynched in red tape
trapped under heavy fire
in a muddy trench
my laugheter seems a long time ago
beard rapidly graying
spirit hardened by battle and visions
of wars to come
I limp into the fray bleeding from a thorny crown
dripping from the wounds of nails and a spear
the secret/secret blonde haired boy
44 years undercover
reavealed as the most
expected/unexpected
figure in human history
i want to answer the offered prays
retire into a circle of gratious friends
NOT MY FATE
I was born to fight the rebel's fight
Who gets what they want?
Who even really knows what it is?
Glimpses of future we must avoid
seem to run out everywhere before me
I AM PROGRAMMED TO WIN AT ANY COST
a relentless machine that will not stop
Armaggedon in the flesh
injustice always rile me to lightening and fire
I DO NOT BACK DOWN
I regroup
assess strengths and weaknessess
and study the latest fires and floods
the wellspring of spirit feels
like it is going to explode out through my flesh
see my skin hardened by the inner heat
cracking and breaking off
as white light bursts from me
I AM AN EXPLODING STAR
losing the costume of cover
I have used all these embyrionic years
the lies of God and man have kept me hidden
from even myself
Now I Know.
MY FATE IS WRITTEN IN THE HEAVENS!!!
Not in your mind/not in your bullets/not in your words.... only mine.
Can't imagine myself moving through crowds of lepers
manifesting the prophecy
that goes along
with this
HOMECOMING
BAPTISE YOUR OWN NAME
NEED NO ONE
become a FOOTNOTE
in a computer buried
in a nuke withstanding mountain in Utah
why not?
MAYBE u can save the dead
as long as you take into account all the other
unweildy tombs SCREAMING in the libraries
the faces in the tv's and computer
that made epic on the silver screen
AND THE SACRED GONZO
B proud
to be
acknowledged
BY ALL
as
one
who ponders great questions
not one who comes up with great answers
WE DON'T NEED ANY MORE GREAT white MEN ANSWERS
for
now
just
learning to listen will take tens of decades
so we're pretending real
in this pipedream of peace
this toddlertext teetering
uncertainly
through the
infinite jest