no miracles only destruction
belief without purpose
leadership takers and users
bowie's Blackstar where he brings up the questions on some minds in 015.
He get's it right that I died the night I was brainwashed and I AM came into this world... though I slowly came back to myself, over a long period of time.... what is left, is enough. If others are still committed I will not let them down... I do not wish to be used like a slave. The display is not going to see anymore than my boring life, as it should and would have, had I been left alone.... no, chosen one, had to fly even when I did not know how, on wings long clipped/or an illusion long tripped.
I am not a gangster. Before I thought I was ever going to amount to anything, I wrote what I thought would get the show noticed, not that which I wished to write in stone. I don't want anything except the history that can be measured with a ruler to apply to my life. Opinions do not matter, experiences in the past do.... I WOULD NEVER have told people to give If I meant money, I meant to give off themselves, the metaphor.... I never could have imagined what was going on, and when I found out my reaction was to try to stop what they were doing.... which I see as ruinous, with my limited view.
This all seems to fly over my head in certain moods. I am not 'connected' anymore... writing waking up jesus, and in the voice, flew me high.... I M not a porn star .,.. I was too depressed to give a shit about what I wore... you thought I wanted to appeal in this way which had never entered my mind.... then expect me to get back in line. You tell me I am a marvel star. I will never accept any of this. I am none of these things, merely a smart guy who was brainwashed, and had no control of the chain of command, or understanding his words were killing, enslaving, unmentionable hells for some. I cannot take responsibility for what has been done with my art, I can do what I must to try to redeem myself. I do not expect or deserve your forgiveness, you are not the judge of my soul, merely, at times, my actions. I will lead those who still follow to think for themselves, act with Justice alone as their commander.... the Golden Rule, and no more complex than that.... this is all one needs. Or just survival in the coming world, or the now, to continue to fight... my plan. I will never be a destructive force of the sort feared... cannot see any way of that really happening.... delusions and dreams aside, I do not want to kill millions of people to make some damn statement or to make a side in a race war win, not going to happen...
On the day of execution, on the day of execution
Only women kneel and smile, ah ah, ah ah
At the center of it all, at the center of it all
Your eyes
Your eyes
Only women kneel and smile, ah ah, ah ah
At the center of it all, at the center of it all
Your eyes
Your eyes
Ah ah ah
Ah ah ah
Ah ah ah
In the villa of Ormen, in the villa of Ormen
Stands a solitary candle, ah-ah, ah-ah
At the center of it all, at the center of it all
Your eyes
Stands a solitary candle, ah-ah, ah-ah
At the center of it all, at the center of it all
Your eyes
Your eyes
Ah ah ah
Something happened on the day he died
Spirit rose a metre then stepped aside
Somebody else took his place, and bravely cried
(I'm a blackstar, I'm a blackstar)
Spirit rose a metre then stepped aside
Somebody else took his place, and bravely cried
(I'm a blackstar, I'm a blackstar)
How many times does an angel fall?
How many people lie instead of talking tall?
He trod on sacred ground, he cried loud into the crowd
(I'm a blackstar, I'm a blackstar, I'm not a gangster)
How many people lie instead of talking tall?
He trod on sacred ground, he cried loud into the crowd
(I'm a blackstar, I'm a blackstar, I'm not a gangster)
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